Epilogue: The Creeping Silver Malice and Madness
“Fuck! Shit! Dammit! You’ve gotta be fucking
kidding me!” Late at night, Daisuke Hiyama drove his fist into one of the many
trees surrounding him. He was standing in one of Horaud’s public parks, and
cursing in a low, but vehement voice.
Hatred, fear, and impatience warred within
him. He was on the verge of descending into insanity.
“As I thought, you’re pretty shaken up about
this... Well, I suppose it’s understandable. Your poor, precious Princess Kaori
got snatched away from you by some other man.” Someone called out to Hiyama,
their voice full of scorn. Hiyama froze, then let out a sigh of relief as he
realized it was the person he was supposed to meet. He clenched his fist and
replied through gritted teeth.
“Shut up! Fuck! It... It wasn’t supposed to be
like this! Why’s that fucker still alive!? What do you think I tried to kill
you for in the first place...”
“Could you at least hang on to your sanity
long enough to listen? I’d rather not be found by anyone here. It’d be hard to
explain.”
“I don’t have any reason to listen to you
anymore... My Kaori’s already...”
The second figure was hidden by the shade of
the trees. Hiyama turned to face them and slammed his fist into the tree behind
him. He’d only agreed to cooperate with them because he’d been promised Kaori
in return. Now that she was forever beyond his reach, Hiyama saw no reason to
continue following this person’s orders. Even if they threatened to tell
everyone about his attempted murder, it hardly mattered. Hajime himself knew
Hiyama was guilty. If he wanted to, Hajime could divulge that whenever he so
chose.
However, the figure before him smiled darkly
and offered an option he hadn’t considered.
“If she was stolen from you, all you need to
do is take her back. Am I wrong? And fortunately for us, I have the perfect
bait to lure them in.”
“Bait?” Puzzled, Hiyama repeated the word. The
figure grinned and nodded.
“Yes, bait. Even if she chose to follow her
heart over following her comrades... do you really think she could abandon her
best friends in their time of need? If she knew they were in trouble, what do
you think she’d do?”
“You...”
“It would be a simple thing to lure her back
here. There’s no reason to get so upset. Though I must say, it was a close call
this time... Fortunately for us, things still ended up working out. In fact, you
could even say this turned out in our favor. Shall we put the finishing touches
on our plan once we return to the capital? When we succeed... your wish will be
granted too.”
“......” Hiyama glared at his co-conspirator,
though he knew they wouldn’t be fazed by it in the least. As expected, their
smile didn’t falter.
While Hiyama wasn’t aware of the details of
his accomplice’s plan, he was certain it would end up harming many of his
classmates. They would be betraying the people they’d fought alongside for so
long. And frankly, what scared Hiyama the most was that his partner didn’t seem
to feel any guilt at all.
This is nuts... But I can’t turn back anymore. To
get my Kaori back, I’ve gotta do this... I can’t hesitate now. This is all for
Kaori. I’m doing the right thing.
Hiyama was too far gone to notice how
illogical that train of thought was. The reason he’d been able to do so many
terrible things so far was because he’d justified it to himself. He’d done it
all for the sake of Kaori.
His accomplice understood Hiyama quite well,
which was why they’d picked him to be their pawn. Smiling, Hiyama agreed to the
figure’s terms.
“Fine, I’ll do it. I’ll keep cooperating with
you. But...”
“Yeah yeah, I know. You’ll get what you want,
and I’ll get what I want. Give and take, right? Anyway, we’re almost at the
moment of truth. I’ll be counting on your help when we reach the capital.” The
figure turned on its heel and faded away into the darkness without waiting for
Hiyama’s reply.
A dark flame began to burn in the young boy’s
clouded pupils.
Around the same time that Hiyama and his
accomplice were having their little talk, a young pair was staring each other
down in the moonlight. Unlike Hiyama’s meeting place, they were out in the
open, atop an arch-shaped bridge. It spanned a small canal that had been dug
between the town’s main street and its back alleys.
There were a few such canals that served the
water needs of the many restaurants and inns that dotted the streets. The
waning moon was reflected off the gently flowing stream, which illuminated
Kouki’s handsome features.
He was hanging his head over the bridge,
looking down at the canal below. His pensive expression marred his perfect
features, and he seemed a far cry from his normal, bright self.
Tortus’ great hero looked like a small
business owner who’d gone bankrupt and was saddled with massive debt.
“You’re not going to say anything?” Kouki
said, not taking his eyes off the moon’s reflection. The other figure on the
bridge was his childhood friend of 10 years. Shizuku Yaegashi, the other female
member of his group.
She had her back to the railing and was
looking up at the actual moon. Her trademark ponytail fluttered in the breeze.
Like Kouki, she didn’t take her eyes off the
moon as she responded.
“Do you want me to say something?”
“......”
Kouki said nothing. No, perhaps he couldn’t
say anything. He was looking down at the canal, but all he could see was that
scene of Kaori confessing her feelings to Hajime. She’d looked so nervous, but
at the same time, seemed so happy to finally be able to let him know how she’d
felt. Even someone as dense as Kouki had to accept that her feelings had been
the real deal.
He’d known Kaori for 10 years, but he’d never
seen her make an expression like that before. It had been so powerful, so
beautiful, that even he couldn’t help but be moved. Now that he’d calmed down
enough to think about it rationally, anyway. Her confession had been a bolt out
of the blue to him. Even now, when he thought back to it, he felt this
indescribable feeling well up in his chest. It was dark and heavy, and
threatened to crush him with its weight.
Until that point, he’d always assumed that
Kaori would be with him forever. He’d had no basis for it, but he’d never
questioned that belief. Loathe though he was to admit it, he’d thought of Kaori
as his. In short, Kouki was jealous.
Whether that jealousy stemmed from love, or
simply a desire to monopolize Kaori, Kouki didn’t know. All he knew was it felt
as if Kaori had been stolen from him.
However, the person who’d stolen her, not that
Hajime himself would ever claim to have done such a thing, hadn’t really taken
her. Kaori had chosen to travel with him of her own volition. The reality he
still didn’t want to accept, his anger toward Hajime, and his own feelings of
helplessness that came from challenging Hajime to a duel and losing all whirled
around in his head, turning it into a jumbled mess.
And so, he’d tried to distract himself by
talking to his other female childhood friend, but he’d been met with a curt
dismissal. Unable to think of a reply, Kouki fell silent.
Shizuku shot Kouki a brief glance and sighed. What a hopeless guy. Reluctantly, Shizuku opened her mouth.
“You know, those feelings of yours are
completely irrational.”
“Irrational?” That was certainly not what
Kouki had been expecting. Shizuku looked at Kouki properly for the first time
and elaborated.
“Yes. You know Kaori was never yours, right?”
“Well... Does that mean she was Nagumo’s?”
Kouki was just being contrarian for the sake
of it at that point. He knew that wasn’t right, but he couldn’t stop. Shizuku
flicked his forehead.
“Ow!” He covered his forehead as Shizuku
calmly continued.
“Moron. Kaori’s her own person. She doesn’t
belong to anyone. What she chooses, where she goes, all of those are for her to
decide. Including who she wants to pledge herself to... It’s always been up to
her.”
“Since when? You always knew, right Shizuku?”
Even without clarification, his question was clear. Shizuku nodded.
“Since middle school. That was when Kaori first
met Nagumo-kun. Though he’d completely forgotten... or rather, he hadn’t even
realized they’d met back then.”
“What the heck’s that supposed to mean?”
“Ask Kaori yourself if you really want to
know. It’s not for me to say.”
“Then is the reason Kaori was always talking
to Nagumo in class because she... well... liked... him?”
“Yep, that’s right.”
“......” Kouki scowled bitterly. Even though
it was the truth, he hadn’t wanted to hear it. For her part, Shizuku didn’t
really care if Kouki liked it or not.
Shizuku’s lack of sympathy annoyed Kouki, and
he started whining to her.
“Why him? Back when we were in Japan, he was a
nobody. Just a lazy, unmotivated otaku who wasn’t even good at studying or
sports. Always smiling like an idiot. He just did whatever it took to escape
the situation he found himself in... He wasn’t even that nice to Kaori... Plus,
he was an otaku... I’d never treat Kaori like that. I was always nice to her. I
did everything I could for her... so how come Nagumo’s the one with the harem?
He doesn’t even respect those girls! Besides, he’s a murderer! He killed that
demon, even though she was helpless to resist. There’s something wrong with
him! I knew it, it’s just too weird that Kaori likes him. He must have done
something to— Guaah!?”
Before he could get so heated up that he
started misinterpreting reality again, Shizuku hit him with another forehead
flick. This time it had the added power of her No Tempo behind it. Kouki glared
at her, but she just ignored him. She was getting tired of his bullshit.
“This is a bad habit of yours, you know that?
How many times have I told you not to make baseless assumptions?”
“I don’t make baseless assumptions...”
“Yes you do. Kouki, you don’t even know the
first thing about Nagumo-kun. Not about what he was like in Japan, or what he’s
like now. All of those girls looked happy to be with him, you know that? You’re
the one ignoring reality and interpreting things however you want... Even
though all you really want is to convince yourself that Nagumo-kun’s some kind
of demon who doesn’t deserve Kaori. If that’s not making baseless assumptions,
I don’t know what is.”
“B-But... he still killed someone!”
It was a poor argument, but Shizuku still
hesitated for a second. After some deliberation though, she came to a
conclusion and spoke with conviction.
“Back then, I was planning on killing her too.
I just didn’t have the strength to do it. From now on... if we run into enemies
like that again, I’ll strike to kill. In order to survive, in order to protect
those important to me, I’ll need to do it. I’m not sure if I’ll have the
confidence to really go through with killing someone when the time comes,
but... Well, at the very least, I tried to kill her too... Do you think I’m a
murderer as well?”
Kouki was stunned by Shizuku’s confession. He
couldn’t believe his strong, caring, responsible, and above all, righteous
childhood friend would even consider killing someone. It was like he suddenly
didn’t know her anymore. However, he could sense a shadow of the fear and regret
she’d felt from behind her wry smile. In the end, Kouki just silently shook his
head.
Shizuku continued talking, her words meant
more for herself than for Kouki.
“Of course his transformation was pretty
surprising. Considering how he was back in Japan, it’s almost like he’s a
different person now. Still, Kaori seemed to think he was the same Hajime
Nagumo at the core. And it’s not like he’s completely changed... We can’t
forget that he came here to save us. He just killed that demon for us in our
stead.”
“Are you saying killing her was the right
thing to do?”
“No... I don’t think murder can ever be
‘right.’ No matter the circumstances, murder is murder... I can’t really
justify that, and I don’t think anyone should.”
“Then...”
“But you know, I don’t think we have the right
to judge Nagumo-kun for it. After all, the reason he did it was because we were
too weak to do it ourselves...”
They, who’d just powerlessly watched from the
sidelines, had no right to complain. It was their own fault that they hadn’t
been strong enough to guide things to a conclusion they’d wanted. They could
hardly blame Hajime for his choice when they’d left the decision to him.
When Kouki thought back to how he hadn’t been
able to do anything, he fell silent. Shizuku had a point. Hajime was the one
who’d saved them. But still, murder is wrong! Kouki
scowled again.
Seeing his unwillingness to relent, Shizuku
finally talked about all of the things she’d implicitly understood when they’d
come to this world.
“You know, I actually like that straightforward
and righteous side of you, Kouki.”
“Shizuku...”
“But still, that doesn’t mean you can just
assume you’re always right.”
“You want me to doubt myself?”
“Yes. You need a strong will to achieve your
goals. But blindly believing in yourself and rushing forward without thinking
about anything will warp even the purest of ideals. That’s why you need to
learn to think about the situation you’re in, and the people involved at all
times. You need to really question whether your will is still ‘justice’ or not.
And if it’s not, is it something you still want to do regardless? Sometimes
what you want to do isn’t always the objectively right thing to do. In fact, I
think living a just life is one of the hardest things to do. Ever since coming
to this world, it’s something I’ve been thinking about... After all, even we’ve
killed monsters.”
Kouki was shocked. He hadn’t thought Shizuku
would have been worried about killing monsters, of all things.
“Kouki. You have to understand that you’re not
always right. And sometimes, even when you are, that sense of righteousness is
dangerous. Though this time, you weren’t right at all. Just jealous.”
“I-I wasn’t jealous, I was just...”
“You look pretty lame when you try to make
excuses like that.”
“......” Kouki hung his head and once again
examined the moon’s reflection in the water. This time, though, his expression
wasn’t as dark. He seemed deep in thought.
Shizuku heaved a sigh of relief. It seemed
she’d stopped him from drowning in a negative spiral of his own emotions this
time.
Thinking he probably wanted some time to
himself, she quietly started heading back to their inn. Kouki called out to her
retreating back.
“Shizuku... You won’t leave me, right?”
“Where’d that come from?”
“Please don’t go anywhere, Shizuku.”
“......”
He was practically begging her now. Had he
said those words to any of his fans back in Japan, or the noble ladies here who
were infatuated with him, they’d probably have fainted with joy. Sadly, all
Shizuku felt was disgust.
He’s probably just depressed
over losing Kaori. Shizuku looked down at the
shimmering reflection of the moon. The crescent floating on the water’s surface
seemed very different from the one she’d been looking at until now.
“I’m not as ephemeral as that moon you’ve been
staring at, but... I’m not very fond of clingy guys.” With that, Shizuku walked
out of sight. Kouki stared at the alleyway she’d disappeared down for a few
minutes before turning back to the moon’s reflection. A certain saying came to
mind.
“The moon’s reflection, huh...”
The moon’s reflection is forever out of one’s
reach. It meant there were things people could see, like the moon’s reflection,
but never make their own. For Kouki, Kaori was the same. Like the reflection he
was staring at, he could never make it his.
However, Shizuku had said she wasn’t. In other
words, she was still within Kouki’s reach. Though her words right after had
been pretty harsh. Kouki smiled bitterly to himself. Why on earth had he
spilled his guts out to Shizuku?
Kouki stopped looking at the illusory moon in
the water, and stared up at the real one in the sky. The things he’d always
believed were within reach felt so very far away now. Sighing, Kouki began to
ponder his stern but kind childhood friend’s words.
Whether he changed his attitude or not was all
up to him in the end, and so he spent a very long time mulling over his recent
experiences.
Three weeks had passed since Kouki and the
others had learned of Hajime’s survival and Kaori had left their party.
They had all returned to the capital. There
was one very important thing they had to do before they headed out again. Help
Kouki overcome his reservations against killing people. If he was to fight in
this war, he would need to be able to kill, one way or another. Otherwise, he
would likely find himself dead before long.
There wasn’t much time left. Kouki and the
others had heard about the events at Ur. It was clear the demons were gathering
their forces. The battle would start soon. And so, it was imperative that Kouki
overcome his aversion to killing as fast as possible.
He was currently training for anti-personnel
combat with Meld and his knights. Ryutarou, Kondou, Nagayama, and the others
had all been somewhat prepared to kill, but their resolve had been shaken when
they’d seen Hajime blow the demon’s brains out. They accompanied Kouki for his
training, wondering all the while if they’d really be able to do it when the
time came.
The knights were worried as well. They needed
the kids to be ready to kill, but it was meaningless if the mental strain of it
broke them.
It was in the middle of this that good news
finally reached the castle.
Aiko and her guard had returned. Normally, it
fell to Kouki and his charisma to keep everyone in high spirits, but now that
he himself was dejected, the other students had no one to turn to. An air of
gloom had fallen over the castle. Demoralized from their loss, and still
grappling with the issue of murder, the students were on the verge of breaking.
The only things holding them together were Shizuku and Nagayama’s calm
leadership, and Suzu’s cheerfulness, but they weren’t able to lift the heavy
fog that had settled on the students’ hearts. That was why they were all
extremely grateful for Aiko’s return.
Shizuku was the first to act when they learned
she’d come back. She ended training early and ran off to see her. She wanted to
exchange information with Aiko before the other students talked to her. Shizuku
was worried their opinions about Hajime would bias her objective viewpoint.
She dashed through the halls of the palace,
the jet-black sword she’d received from Hajime dangling at her waist. For some
reason, the maids all stared longingly at her when she passed by. Even in
another world, Shizuku was more popular with the ladies than the guys. Worse,
everyone, including older ladies, had taken to calling her “Onee-sama.”
Shizuku had read reports about Hajime’s
exploits in Ur, but she wanted to hear the details directly from Aiko. It was
possible her opinion of Hajime could tilt the scales of Kouki’s heart in an
undesirable direction. So as always, it fell to Shizuku to make sure everyone
was taken care of.
“I bet he pulled all sorts of crazy antics in
Ur too. I mean, he’s strong enough to hand out weapons like this like they’re
nothing. What do you mean ‘It’s just sharp and unbreakable?’ This katana’s
probably stronger than any artifact in the kingdom’s treasury!” Shizuku traced
the jet-black sheath as she mumbled to herself. As she ran to Aiko’s room, she
recalled the conversation she’d had a few days ago. In order to learn how best
to maintain her new sword, she’d visited one of the king’s personal
blacksmiths.
For lack of a better term, she’d christened
her new katana “Black Blade.”
At any rate, she’d gone to the best blacksmith
in the country and showed them the Black Blade. They’d been respectful at
first. She was one of Ehit’s chosen warriors after all. However, when they’d
appraised her weapon, their manners had gone out of the window. They’d grabbed
her shoulders and demanded to know where she’d gotten it from, and whether or
not it was something she’d found, or something someone had made for her.
Confused, Shizuku had asked what had gotten
the blacksmith so worked up. According to them, the holy sword Kouki was
currently using was the only thing that could even compare to the splendor of
her weapon. Black Blade didn’t have the same capacity to deflect magic that
Kouki’s holy sword did. Nor could it output as much energy. However, the
precision of the craftsmanship and the strength of the weapon itself far
surpassed that of the holy sword’s.
Furthermore, by pouring mana into it, Shizuku
could elongate the katana. More specifically, a 60-centimeter long blade of
wind sprouted from the tip. Not only that, she could sprout more blades from
the hilt and fire them off like shockwaves.
Even the sheath had additional features built
into it. By pouring mana into that, Shizuku could wrap the sheath in a veil of
lightning. Then, by pressing a switch, she could fire needles at supersonic
speed from the tip of the sheath.
Lastly, since both the blade and the sheath
were made of azantium, they wouldn’t ever break, and didn’t require
maintenance. All Shizuku needed to worry about was occasionally replenishing
the stock of needles in the sheath.
The only problem was there were no magic
circles anywhere that Shizuku could use to transfer her mana to Black Blade.
Hajime had originally designed this for himself, and he could directly control
his mana, so as far as everyone else was concerned, it was just a very hard
sword that could cut through anything.
Once their amazement had died down, the
blacksmith had actually been rather puzzled over this oversight. Why would the
weapon’s creator add all of these amazing features, but then make them
unusable?
Their pride as a blacksmith couldn’t let such
a defect go unfixed. They’d never be able to make a sword that well-crafted,
but they could at least modify this one so it was usable. After three days and
three nights of ceaseless work, the kingdom’s best blacksmiths had managed to
add magic circles to Black Blade. They’d ignored all other work, and had
neither eaten nor slept during that time.
Thanks to their efforts, Shizuku could utilize
the full potential of Black Blade. Exhausted, the blacksmiths had all been out
of commission for the next few days. But each and every one of them had slept
with a contended look on their face.
Shizuku brought her thoughts back to reality
as she spotted the door to Aiko’s room. She knocked, but there was no reply.
One of the nearby servants explained that Aiko had gone to give her report to
the king and not yet returned. Shizuku leaned against the wall and decided to
wait.
Aiko finally returned after half an hour. Her
mouth was a grim slash, and she was heedless of her surroundings. It seemed she
was pondering something serious.
She passed by Shizuku, and the door to her own
room, without even noticing it. Wondering what on earth had her so lost in
thought, Shizuku loudly spoke up.
“Sensei... Sensei!”
“Hwuh!?” Aiko started and looked around
wildly. After a few seconds, she spotted Shizuku leaning against the wall. She
breathed a sigh of relief and smiled.
“Yaegashi-san! I haven’t seen you in ages. How
are you doing? You’re not hurt, are you? Is everyone alright?” Despite the fact
that she was quite clearly struggling with her own problems, she put her
students first as always. Shizuku smiled, glad to see that “Ai-chan-sensei”
hadn’t changed at all.
The two made small talk for a few minutes
before moving on to the main reason of Shizuku’s visit. The two of them went
inside Aiko’s room to swap stories.
“I see... So Shimizu-kun was...” A cute claw
foot table separated the two girls. They both sipped their black tea and lapsed
into thought. Aiko had just finished telling Shizuku what had happened at Ur.
Shimizu’s death weighed heavily on Aiko and
Shizuku, too, was saddened to hear of it. Aiko’s shoulders drooped as she
thought back to that day. Shizuku didn’t know what to say. Considering how much
Aiko valued her students, Shizuku knew it must have been a heavy blow. Even if
Hajime’d had a valid reason for killing him.
Still, she did her best to cheer Aiko up.
“What happened to Shimizu-kun is truly
unfortunate. But still, I’m glad that you’re okay, Sensei. Thank god Nagumo-kun
was around to help you guys.” Shizuku smiled at Aiko, and Aiko smiled back. She
didn’t want to burden her students with her own problems.
“Indeed. You know, when we first reunited with
him he acted like he didn’t care about any of us, or this world at all... I
can’t believe he’s changed so much that he came to save all of you. To think
he’s become the guardian of a little girl too... Hehe, I guess his old self is
finally starting to come back. Or maybe he’s simply learning to be kind all
over again... Either way, I’m glad to hear he’s not as apathetic as before.”
For
some reason, a slight blush spread up Aiko’s face as she said that. Shizuku
shot her a puzzled glance. There’s something off
about her expression. She doesn’t look like that when she’s thinking about any
of her other students.
Noticing Shizuku’s gaze, Aiko quickly cut
short her reminiscing and cleared her throat loudly. However, the damage had
already been done. Shizuku saw the need to probe into this a little further.
Her expression wooden, she glared at Aiko. She didn’t want to believe it was
possible, but for Kaori’s sake she needed to make sure.
“Sensei. You mentioned that Nagumo-kun saved
you from certain death. Can you go into a bit more detail about that?”
“Huh!?”
“I’m just curious how he managed to heal such
a fatal wound.”
“W-Well...”
Shizuku had already guessed Hajime had used
the same medicine he’d used to heal Meld, but she feigned innocence. Aiko’s
blush grew more pronounced. Her eyes darted about the room, and she clearly
didn’t want to talk about it. Suspicious. Too suspicious.
Shizuku went in for the finishing blow.
“Sensei. Did something... happen between you
and Nagumo-kun?”
“N-Not at all! Wh-Why would you even ask such
a thing? We’ve got a perfectly normal student-teacher relationship!”
“Sensei. Calm down. I didn’t even say anything
yet.”
“Ah!”
Aiko started mumbling “I’m a teacher he’s a
student, I’m a teacher he’s a student...” over and over to herself. It was
obvious she was rattled.
Shizuku’s worst fears had been confirmed. She
wasn’t sure how deep they ran, but she was certain Aiko had feelings for
Hajime. What on earth did you do to Ai-chan, Nagumo-kun!?
Her eyebrows twitched menacingly.
Hajime’s tendency to unconsciously make girls
fall for him had become even worse than Kouki’s. The only difference was,
Hajime wasn’t as dense as a black hole. Though in this particular instance, it
was possible he hadn’t noticed either.
Shizuku looked up at the ceiling and sighed.
This was the last place she’d expected to find one of Kaori’s rivals. Maybe I should start spreading rumors about Hajime’s chuuni
nicknames after all... Shizuku only just managed to reign her anger in.
The two of them cleared their throats and
moved on as if nothing had happened.
“Anyway, Sensei. How’d your report to the king
go? It seemed pretty serious from what I heard.” Aiko frowned angrily. Whatever
had happened in there, it wasn’t good.
“The Holy Church has branded Nagumo-kun a
heretic.”
“What...!? Why? Actually, I can probably guess
why, but... aren’t they being too hasty in their judgment?”
Hajime’s strength was unparalleled. His tiny
party had wiped out a monster army 60,000 strong. Each of his companions was
strong beyond measure, and they all wielded artifacts no one had seen before.
Despite which, the Holy Church had decided they were going to oppose him.
Shizuku could understand why the nobles and priests considered him dangerous.
However, it was still too reckless to declare
him a heretic without even considering the consequences.
Now that he was considered an enemy of the
gods, anyone could try to kill him at any time, and it would be sanctioned by
the government. It was entirely possible they would mobilize holy paladins, or
even the army to purge him, which meant that Hajime would see them all as his
enemy, and likely slaughter the lot of them. The nobles and the priests should
have realized this danger. And yet, they still chose to oppose Hajime. Their
decision baffled Shizuku.
Aiko nodded sympathetically.
“I feel the same way. Besides, Nagumo-kun was
the one who saved Ur and its people. I told them they shouldn’t make an enemy
out of him just because he won’t follow their orders, but they wouldn’t listen.
I thought I’d have more influence with the king after Nagumo-kun worked so hard
to make me famous, but it seems that’s not the case.” Aiko looked down and
shook her head.
“According to my guards, rumors of ‘The
Fertility Goddess and her Holy Knight’ have already started spreading through
the land. To the people, declaring him a heretic is the same as declaring me
one. That’s why I’d thought my words would carry some weight with them. But
they still passed down that decree. Now that I think about it, it’s strange.
Ishtar-san was always a devout believer, so his behavior is understandable, but
there was something off about the king and his nobles when I was giving my
report...”
“That’s certainly worrying. What could they
possibly have been thinking... At any rate, our problem now is who they’re
going to send to kill Nagumo-kun. Considering how strong he is, they only have
one option.”
“That’s right! They’ll probably...”
“Ask us to do it, yep. But there’s no way I’m
doing that. I like living. Just the thought of fighting Nagumo-kun sends
shivers down my spine.” Shizuku shivered, and Aiko gave her a sympathetic
smile.
Aiko knew she needed to tell everyone what
Hajime had told her about the mad gods that ruled this world, and what his true
goals were, before Ishtar tricked Kouki into fighting Hajime. She had no proof,
though. It was possible Kouki and the others wouldn’t believe her. After all,
they’d fought on thus far thinking the gods would send them home if they won
the war.
However, the truth was that those gods were
twisted psychopaths who reveled in watching people suffer. Their only hope of
returning home lay in conquering the labyrinths and finding the hidden lairs of
all the Liberators. Unfortunately, that was a hard tale to swallow.
Will they believe me? Or
will they think I’m just spouting nonsense and keep fighting like they have
been until now? Either way, Aiko had to at least
persuade the students not to trust the Holy Church too much. She’d had her own
suspicions, but Hajime’s tale, and their current attitude had convinced her.
“Yaegashi-san. There’s one other thing
Nagumo-kun told me. He didn’t want to tell anyone else because he thought
they’d just get angry at him for saying it.”
“What... was it?”
“Well, it has to do with the gods the Holy
Church worships, and what Nagumo-kun’s true goal is. There’s no proof backing
up any of it, but... I think it’s important that I tell everyone. Could you
gather everyone tonight... No, by this evening?”
“That’s... No, forget it. I could get them all
right now if you want?”
“No. I don’t want it to seem suspicious. It’s
better to wait until a time we’d all be together anyway, like dinner. That way
we’ll be able to pass it off like we’re just trying to catch up with each
other.”
“I see... Alright then. We’ll do it at
dinner.”
They exchanged a few more pleasantries before
parting ways. Neither of them knowing what would happen between then and
dinner.
The sun was just beginning to set. Aiko strode
through one of the castle’s deserted hallways. Its cold stone walls were
painted a brilliant orange by the sun’s dying rays. The dark shadows that lay
over the areas not lit by the sun contrasted beautifully with the light.
Aiko was admiring the sunset when suddenly she
heard footsteps. She came to a stop, wondering who it was. She looked in front
of her and saw a female figure hiding in the shadows. The figure was standing
in the middle of the hallway, her back ramrod straight. She was wearing the
traditional garb of an Ehit priestess.
She spoke in a beautiful, but eerily inorganic
voice.
“It’s a pleasure to make your acquaintance,
Aiko Hatayama. I have come to collect you.” The woman’s robotic voice sent
chills down Aiko’s spine.
“Umm, nice to meet you? What do you mean
you’ve come to collect me? I was just about to go eat dinner with my students.”
“I’m afraid your plans have been changed. You
must accompany me to the temple.”
“Huh?”
The woman stated it as a command, not a
question. She stepped out of the shadows, and Aiko got a good look at her for
the first time. Aiko gasped when she saw who it was. Her supernatural beauty
left Aiko awestruck.
Silver hair that scintillated in the sunlight,
striking blue eyes, and an ageless appearance that made her seem like both a
mature woman and a little girl at the same time. She was the perfect embodiment
of feminine beauty. She was tall for a woman, almost 170 centimeters. Aiko had
to crane her neck to look up at her. Her skin was like fine porcelain, and her
limbs were slender. Her breasts were modest, but not small. They fit her frame
perfectly.
However, her face was utterly expressionless.
So much so that it seemed like she was wearing a mask. She had the kind of
beauty that stirred artists, but at the same time, she seemed entirely
artificial.
The woman continued speaking.
“My master is displeased with what you are
attempting to do. They would find it much more... interesting, if your students
continued down their current path. Thus, I must remove you from the game board
until events have run their course.”
“Wh-What are you...”
The woman took a few steps forward. Aiko took
a few steps back. The woman’s priestess robe rustled and her eyes glimmered. A
second later, a haze descended upon Aiko’s consciousness. She instinctively
focused her mind, like she did when she was trying to cast magic, making the
haze disperse.
“I understand now. You truly are worthy of the
title ‘goddess.’ To think you could repel my charm. Very well, I suppose I
shall have to take you back by force.”
“S-Stay back! Wh-What are you after!?” Aiko
began chanting a spell. However, before she could finish, the woman closed the
distance between them and slammed her fist into Aiko’s solar plexus.
As she felt her consciousness slip away, Aiko
could faintly make out the last words the woman said.
“Fear not. I won’t kill you. You are a very
precious pawn. Plus, your abilities may be required later in eliminating that
irregular.”
Hajime’s face flashed in her mind. Even though
she knew there was no way her voice could reach him, she tried to warn him
before her consciousness was completely swallowed up.
Nagumo-kun!
“Hmm?” The woman picked Aiko up as easily as
she would a feather and threw the teacher over her shoulder. She then turned
around, looking behind her suspiciously. After a few minutes of careful
scrutiny, she walked up to one of the guest chambers and opened the door.
She made sure her footsteps could be heard
clearly, then stomped over to the closet. Without a moment’s hesitation, she
threw its doors open.
However, there was no one inside. The woman
tilted her head in confusion, and once more examined the room. Eventually, she
decided it must just have been her imagination and headed out of the room.
Once she was gone, a tiny whisper echoed
through the silent room.
“I have to... tell someone...” There was still
no one in the room. However, the faint sound of footsteps could be heard going
in the opposite direction the woman had left in.
A few seconds later, silence filled the room
once more.
Extra Chapter: Kaori Shirasaki, Age 17. Specialty: Shock and Awe
The first time she’d ever seen him was in a
busy street filled with people. On that day, she’d had to go to the supermarket
one city over to get groceries.
She’d been staring at her text messages and
going over the long list of ingredients. Kaori’s mom was an exceptional cook,
but the spices she needed to make her dishes could only be found in specialty
markets.
Still, in return for going out of her way to
get obscure ingredients, Kaori got to eat three-star meals every single day. It
was hard to find places that stocked the things Kaori needed sometimes, but it
was kind of fun to go exploring and see new places.
Besides, Kaori never could say no to her mom.
Not that she ever wanted to, anyway. After all, her mom was so nice. Plus, she
was elegant and beautiful and everything Kaori idolized. Though when she got
mad, she turned into a demon. Whenever she glared at Kaori, it felt as if she
were being swallowed up by some monstrous beast. Even her father couldn’t stand
up to Shirayasha, Kaori’s mom. In fact, it was almost pathetic how easily he
capitulated to his wife’s demands. Just what was it about her mother that was
so scary? I feel like it’d be dangerous to probe too deeply
into that. Kaori spotted the supermarket that was her destination. At
the same time, she heard someone yelling in the distance.
“Hey granny. These are vintage jeans, you know
that? Do you have any idea how much they cost? An apology won’t cut it, old
hag! You better pay me back for this!”
“Really, I’m so sorry. I’ll pay the cleaning
costs, so please...”
“Didn’t you listen to a word I said!? No
amount of dry cleaning can fix this!”
Kaori turned to see what the commotion was. A
terrified young boy was hiding behind his grandmother, who was continually
bowing her head to a group of what appeared to be university students.
The university students seemed to be
threatening the poor old lady. To be honest, they seemed more like delinquents
than students.
The boy’s takoyaki had spilled to the ground,
and a very tiny amount of the sauce had splashed on the delinquent’s “vintage”
jeans.
Kaori understood what must be going on. It’s
not like the delinquents were being very subtle about it.
“What should I do... The right thing to do
would be to save them, right?” Kaori mumbled to herself.
But maybe his jeans really are as expensive as
he’s saying. If they are though, why would he wear them in a busy street like
this? Besides, normally you wouldn’t ask someone to compensate you if it’s just
an accident.
Regardless, they were in the wrong for terrifying such a little boy over
something so trivial.
But even if helping is the
right thing to do... I’m scared... Kaori stood
stock still, unable to take a single step forward. The more she thought to
herself she needed to save them, the more she grew terrified of the
delinquents. Her mind focused on their dyed hair, the familiarity with which
they shook the poor grandmother down, and the intimidating glint in their eyes.
Her legs began to tremble.
“S-Someone...” Kaori frantically looked
around, looking for someone to turn to. She knew it was pretty pathetic of her
to beg someone else to help, but that was all she could think of to do.
However, while there were a few other curious
onlookers, all of them seemed unwilling to even meet her eye, much less step
in.
I suppose I don’t have any right to blame them.
After all, I’m doing the same thing.
“O-Oh, I know. I’ll call Shizuku-chan... and
Kouki-kun and Ryutarou-kun.” Kaori suddenly remembered her friends, who were
much more used to these kinds of conflicts than she was. She pulled out her
cell phone and began dialing Shizuku’s number, but before she could press the
call button, the situation grew worse.
“Hmph, I’m getting tired of this shit. Just
hand over your wallet, you hag. I bet you don’t have enough money on you to pay
for this. We’re gonna go to the bank so you can transfer me what I need. I need
your wallet to make sure you don’t try to run away.”
“B-But...”
“Hey, it’s your job to clean up the mess your
little brat made! You better not be trying to talk your way out of this!” The
delinquents were planning on squeezing the old lady for everything she had.
Kaori began to panic. She looked around frantically, and nearly forgot about
her phone call.
“Shizuku-chan... won’t make it in time. I-I
have to do something about this myself!”
Kaori continued repeating the same thing over
and over, while making no actual progress. It’s just so
scary. I’m terrified, but... they say women are made of courage. When you’re
not sure what to do, start by taking a step forward! Just as Kaori was
about to do what Shizuku and Kouki were always telling her not to, something
else happened.
“Umm... Don’t you think asking for her wallet
is a bit much?” A boy walked up to the group of delinquents. He was about the
same age as Kaori. She didn’t recognize his uniform, so she guessed he went to
one of the schools nearby.
Kaori put down the foot she’d raised and once
again began to stare.
The boy seemed ordinary in every way. He
didn’t seem dazzlingly charming like Kouki, nor was he built like a bear, like
Ryutarou. The only thing that stood out about him at all was his troubled
smile. It seemed to Kaori that he’d have to be pretty brave to smile under
these circumstances. Despite all of that, Kaori couldn’t take her eyes off him.
“Huh!? You’ve got nothing to do with this, so
scram before I beat your face in!”
“Uh well, I guess you’re right that I don’t
have anything to do with this... b-but you know... I think it’d be best for
everyone involved if you just took the cleaning fee and left it at that...”
Though he seemed pretty scared himself, the boy wedged himself between the old
lady and her harassers. He bowed deeply to the delinquents.
He was purposely being evasive in an attempt
to defuse the tense atmosphere. However, all he succeeded in doing was make the
delinquents even madder.
“Fine then, you pay for her. It’ll cost 10k
for the cleaning.” To that, the boy gave a simple reply.
“Sorry, I don’t have the money.” Despite his
evasive attitude, his reply was surprisingly direct. Kaori actually found it
kind of cute.
The delinquent grabbed the boy by his collar
and lifted him up. The boy’s face paled, and sweat began pouring down his
forehead.
He tried to talk his way out of it, but the
delinquent just angrily thrust him to the ground. The delinquent looked even
angrier than before. Kaori had seen Kouki and the others get into plenty of
fights. She’d seen those kinds of eyes before, and she knew from experience
what the delinquent was going to do next.
She opened her mouth to yell out a warning,
but before she could—
“Gah!” The boy grunted. The delinquent had
already started kicking him. As she’d thought, he was someone who had no
compunctions about using violence.
The old lady tried to help the poor boy up.
“It’s okay, you’ve done enough,” she said
softly as her grandson sobbed silently.
However, even the onlookers couldn’t ignore
such a blatant display of violence. A few of them had pulled out their cell
phones to presumably call the police. At least, Kaori hoped it was the police.
That’s right, the police!
Why didn’t I think of that!? I’m so stupid! She’d
gotten so used to Kouki and the other jumping in and resolving problems by
force that she’d totally forgotten that the police were what normal people
relied on for help.
God, I’m an idiot! While Kaori was lamenting her own uselessness, the boy looked up at
his attackers. His expression was so serious that Kaori momentarily forgot
about the predicament he was in. She couldn’t be sure, but it felt like the
temperature rose a little even though it was still midwinter. Things progressed
rapidly after that.
Grimacing in pain, the boy opened his mouth.
“Please, can’t you be satisfied with just the
cleaning fee? If not, I have another solution in mind.” Kaori’s eyes went wide
with surprise. Is he planning on fighting them? Maybe he’s
actually really good at martial arts or something?
The delinquent was thinking the same thing,
and his lips curled up into a sneer.
“Oh, you wanna go? Fine, bring it!” The lead
delinquent cracked his knuckles menacingly. He was more than ready for this
fight. However...
“I’m truly sorry for all of the trouble I’ve
caused!” The boy interrupted him by apologizing at the top of his lungs. He
then prostrated himself before the delinquent in an exaggerated fashion.
“The hell?” The delinquent, who’d been
expecting a fight, was at a loss for words. He was so stunned that he actually
took a few steps backward.
Everyone on the street stopped to stare. It
wasn’t every day that you saw someone prostrating themselves on the street.
It was the first time Kaori had seen something
like this too.
Heedless of the attention he was attracting,
the boy continued yelling.
“Please, find it in your heart to forgive
them! I know this poor boy and his elderly grandmother ruined your precious
jeans by accidentally spilling sauce on them! I know it’s a fiendish act that
deserves nothing but the most horrific retribution!”
“Huh? Uh, wait, I-I mean...” The delinquent
faltered. Even for someone as shameless as him, it was embarrassing to hear a
“simple accident” be referred to as a fiendish act. The effect was multiplied
by the fact that the boy was kneeling at his feet.
However, the boy’s eloquent apology didn’t
stop there.
“In truth, a million yen, no even five million
yen, no even ten million yen wouldn’t be enough to make up for the wrongs we’ve
committed upon you!”
“T-Ten million!? Now hold on a second, I never
said it cost—” The delinquents started backing away. Even the old lady and the
onlookers were surprised by the boy’s sudden outburst. However, that was
exactly what he wanted. The situation grew more chaotic.
“Still, this poor old lady cannot possibly
hope to pay such a price. She has to pay off the huge debt her late husband
left her. Though her neighbors all vilify her for being a demonic old lady, she
works hard every day just to save up enough money to see her grandson once
every year! Can you imagine how much blood, sweat, and tears went into that
single ball of takoyaki that young boy spilled!?”
No way!? That old lady
really has to deal with all that!? The other
onlookers, and even the delinquents seemed shocked. In truth, the old lady
herself seemed just as confused.
“Umm, actually, my husband is still alive. And
he’s not in debt...” She didn’t deny the part about her neighbors vilifying
her, though.
Before she could argue any further, the boy
continued.
“So please, I beg of you! Show mercy to these
poor souls! Forgive them for their transgressions, I beseech youuuuuu!” His
voice resounded throughout the street.
Everyone present was likely confused as to
what exactly was going on.
However, the boy’s speech was effective.
The delinquents were bright red with
embarrassment. I almost feel bad for them. The boy’s
actions had made them out to be some sort of exaggerated villains from a cheap
B-rated drama. If they tried to shake down the old lady under these
circumstances, they’d probably have their social lives destroyed.
“Y-You’re sick in the head, you weirdo! What
do you even know about this old lady, anyway!” Of course, they tried to clear
their names. However, before they could get more than a few words out, the boy
interrupted again.
“I’m truly so very sorryyyyyyyyyyyy!” Kaori
didn’t think his voice could get any louder, but it did. It sounded so
heartfelt, too. He was kneeling and everything.
“Sh-Shut up! Let’s go somewhere else and—”
“Please, anything but ten million yen! You’ll
kill this poor lady!”
“Hey wait, I never asked for that—”
“Please, please, I’m begging youuuuuuuuu! Have
mercyyyyyy!”
“Shut up! Just shut the fuck—”
“Mercyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!” The delinquent
grabbed the boy by the hair and forcibly tried to pull him up. When that didn’t
work, he kicked and spat at him, but that had no effect either. It was like the
boy was glued to the ground. Finally, the delinquents began to panic.
The longer they stayed there, the worse things
got for them. Now even the old lady was playing along, hiding her face and
trembling. Things would come to a head soon if someone didn’t do something.
In the end, the delinquents relented.
“Shit, forget it, I’m done here! Let’s head
home!” The lead delinquent ran away as fast as his legs would carry them.
“Wait, H-Hide-chan!?” His two lackeys followed
after him.
An awkward silence hung in the air. No one
wanted to be the first to move, but eventually, the kneeling boy rose to his
feet. He ignored the multitude of stares directed at him and grabbed the old
lady’s wallet off the floor. He turned to face her and handed it back.
“Th-Thank you,” she stammered. Her smile
seemed a little stiff.
“Sorry for turning it into something awkward.
Anyway, I’m gonna go home now, bye!” With that, the young boy dashed off into
the crowd. The old lady reached out to stop him, but before she could say
anything he was gone.
“That was one amazing kid...” The crowd began
to disperse, but Kaori remained rooted to the spot. She was looking in the
direction the boy had run off in. She could feel a slight warmth blossoming
inside her chest.
“And then, and then, you know what he did,
Shizuku-chan? He just ran before anyone could say anything... Hey Shizuku-chan,
are you listening to me? You haven’t said anything for a while...”
“I’m listening, I’m listening. This is the
tenth time you’ve told me about the amazing kneeling boy, you know that right?”
“Not amazing kneeling boy, Shizuku-chan,
Amazing boy who kneeled in the street! You make it sound like his kneeling was
what was amazing.”
“Ah, my mistake. Sorry. Anyway, Kaori. It’s 2
AM, and we have school tomorrow. I get that you’re excited, but could you
please stop now, for my health’s sake?”
“What? No way. It’s already this late!?
S-Sorry, Shizuku-chan.”
Kaori looked at her clock in surprise. She
couldn’t believe she’d spent so long talking to Shizuku. When she’d gotten back
home, she’d felt this burning desire to tell someone about what she’d
witnessed. And since Shizuku was Kaori’s best friend, she was the natural first
choice. It had been 10 PM when she’d called. Four hours had passed while she
repeated the same story over and over.
She felt guilty for keeping her best friend up
for so long.
“Mmm, it’s fine. I’d like it if you don’t tell
the whole story an 11th time, but... I get that it’s important to you. Hehe,
but you know, I never thought I’d see the day you’d be this interested in a
boy... I can’t even count how many guys’ hearts you’ve broken by now. I guess
your spring has finally come.”
What’s Shizuku-chan talking
about? And why does she sound so happy? Kaori
easily imagined the grin that must have been on Shizuku’s face.
“Shizuku-chan, what do you mean? I’m not a
swordsman like you, why would I be breaking anyone’s anything? Also, it’s still
winter.”
“Kaori. In a way, I’m kind of happy you’re
this much of an airhead. Also, just because I train with swords doesn’t mean
I’m actually hurting people, alright!? Please stop assuming I go around killing
people like some kind of maniac!”
Oops, I made her mad. Still, what exactly is she
trying to say?
“Haaah... Whatever, I get it now. You’re just
not aware of it. Well, he is your first, as far as I know... And it’s possible
it’s not even really a crush yet... Anyway, you should take a good hard look at
your own feelings. Granted, considering how dense you are, you might not be
able to figure it out after all. As your friend, should I just lay it all out
for you? Hmm...” Shizuku started mumbling to herself.
Did Shizuku-chan just insult me?
“U-Umm, Shizuku-chan?”
“Huh!? Ahem... Uh, where was I?”
Now that Shizuku was paying attention again,
Kaori could bring up the other thing she’d called Shizuku for. For some reason,
she felt embarrassed to ask. She could feel the heat rising on her face. Why is this so embarrassing?
“U-Umm... there’s somewhere I want you to go
with me...”
“Oh, what’s this? No need to hesitate. We’re
friends, right?”
Bolstered by Shizuku’s words, Kaori continued.
“Thanks, Shizuku-chan. So uh, could you come
with me to that boy’s school tomorrow?”
“Que?”
Why’d she suddenly start talking in Spanish?
“Like I said, could you come with me to his
school tomorrow? I, uhh... want to talk to him... A-And maybe see if he’d want
to be friends.”
Oh no. My face is definitely
red. Why’s this so embarrassing? Kaori started
banging her feet on her bed. She then wrapped herself in her blanket and
started rolling around. After a minute of silence, Shizuku finally responded.
“Now hold on just a minute here. You met the
guy today, right Kaori?”
“Yep. I wish I’d had the chance to talk to
him.”
“If you didn’t even talk to him, how do you
know what school he goes to?”
“I looked it up, duh. I just made a list of
all the middle schools in the area and checked to see which one had his
uniform.”
“......”
Shizuku-chan’s really smart, so how come she
couldn’t figure that out? And why’s she not saying anything now? Maybe she’s
just really sleepy?
“Earth to Shizuku-chaaan. Sorry, are you
tired? Should I call back later?”
“Ah, um, sorry. I just saw a side of you I
didn’t think existed...” Shizuku cleared her throat.
“Anyway, I’m fine with it. We can go together.
I’m used to you jumping headfirst into things without thinking by now. But you
don’t even know his name, right? How are you going to find him?”
“He’d probably be annoyed if we went around
the school asking for him, so... I was thinking we’d just wait by the front
gate until he comes out. If we can’t find him there, we’ll try waiting at the
place I saw him today.”
“You’re starting to sound like a stalker...
Though I guess that’s really all you can do if you don’t even know his name.”
Come on Shizuku-chan, I’m
not a stalker. Though the more she considered her
actions, the more Kaori realized she was beginning to act like one. Anyway, that’s not important right now.
“Y-Yeah. If I’d known it would be this hard, I
would have taken a picture of him when I had the chance... I’ll make sure to
get one next time I see him.”
“Please don’t.” Shizuku’s voice was
surprisingly stern. After that, Kaori heard Shizuku muttering to herself.
“Shit, I never realized my best friend was a
natural at this...”
Wow, I’ve never heard Shizuku-chan curse. Is she
really alright? Maybe I should hang up and let her sleep.
“Anyway, let’s go to his school tomorrow. I’m
definitely going to find him and a-ask him to be my friend. And then, we’ll
start hanging out on our days off, and maybe I’ll even get to go to his house...
Ehehe. Shizuku-chan, I’m gonna do this!”
“It’s too late to stop her now. Mysterious
kneeling boy, I’m sorry. There’s nothing I can do.” Shizuku apologized to the
nameless boy whose life would soon be turned upside-down.
Shizuku-chan’s definitely acting weird today. I
really should let her sleep. Sorry, Shizuku-chan.
A year had passed since that fateful day that
Kaori met Hajime.
In that time, she spent time with her friends
as usual. Getting wrapped up in Kouki’s crazy antics, getting Kouki wrapped up
in her crazy antics, and so on. Her final year of middle school was nothing if
not hectic.
She spent a great deal of her time waiting
around Hajime’s school hoping to meet him, but in the end they never met.
Kaori herself didn’t understand why she was so
obsessed with him, but she knew she didn’t want that to be only time she ever
saw him.
As time passed, she grew to regret not calling
out to him when she’d first seen him. Or at the very least, not taking a
picture of him. God, I’m such an idiot.
Shizuku made sure to accompany Kaori every
time she went Hajime-spotting. Shizuku couldn’t afford to leave Kaori alone
when she became like this. She knew from experience Kaori would just rush
headlong into everything without even thinking. When Kaori had tried to tell
Kouki and Ryutarou about the incident, Shizuku had stopped her. And so, their
attempts to discover the true identity of Kaori’s mystery crush remained a
secret between the two of them.
Unfortunately, a year passed without Kaori
ever finding him.
It was spring now, and she was a high
schooler. Today was the day of her entrance ceremony.
The cherry blossoms were in full bloom. Their
petals fluttered through the air as Kaori made her way to her new school. She
was a little disappointed at being unable to meet the boy she was searching
for, but she was still excited to start her new life as a high schooler.
“Kaori, what are you doing? If you don’t
hurry, we’ll miss the entrance ceremony.”
“Ehehe. Sorry, Shizuku-chan, I spaced out
watching the cherry blossoms. They’re so pretty.”
“Heh. I know what you mean. I could watch them
for hours too.”
Shizuku stood next to Kaori and looked up at
the blossoms. Her ponytail swayed gently in the breeze. Though she was just a
high schooler, Shizuku’s mature expression made her seem like an adult. It
seemed to Kaori that Shizuku had really grown up in the past year.
“So pretty...” Kaori mumbled.
“Yeah, they really are,” Shizuku replied while
looking up. Kaori smiled. I meant you, dummy.
“Not the trees. I meant you, Shizuku-chan. You
look like a goddess.”
“Wh-Where’d that come from?” Shizuku looked
away in embarrassment. Her face and ears were bright red.
Oh, she’s blushing. How cute.
Kaori was starting to grow a little worried.
Even though Shizuku was so beautiful, she still hadn’t ever had a boyfriend, or
even a crush. At first Kaori had thought Shizuku might have had feelings for
Kouki, since they’d known each other for so long, but it seemed that wasn’t the
case. It’d be terrible if Shizuku-chan got duped by some
playboy because she’s too inexperienced. As her best friend, I need to warn
her.
“Alright, Shizuku-chan. You better listen up.”
“Kaori, who are you trying to imitate this
time?”
“This is serious, girl! Anyway, you’re cute,
Shizuku-chan. And really beautiful. Now that we’re in high school, boys are
going to be all over you. But my dad taught me that all boys are wolves. You
need to be more careful or you’ll get tricked by some boy who’s only after your
body! Got it!? You need to watch out for any boy that tries to talk to you!”
“Kaori, do you know what a boomerang is?”
Where’d that come from?
“It’s that thing that comes back to you after
you throw it, right?”
“That’s right. It’s that thing that comes back
to you after you throw it. And your words right now are a boomerang.”
Huh? How come Shizuku-chan’s
looking at me like that? Shizuku swept her gaze
around the courtyard. Kaori looked around too, wondering what she was talking
about. A bunch of students had gathered around the two of them. Most of them
were male. Whenever Kaori’s gaze swept past one of them, they’d hurriedly look
away.
“It’s been like this the whole time.
Seriously, there’s a limit to how defenseless you can get. You should be more
careful yourself, Kaori.” Shizuku grabbed Kaori’s cheeks and pulled on them.
“That hursh, Shizuku-shan! Shtop iiiit.”
“I can’t help it, your cheeks are too soft. I
didn’t think there’d be this many people at the gym already, but I guess you’re
just a people magnet. You sheltered, air-headed little girl.”
Shizuku continued toying with Kaori’s cheeks
until Ryutarou finally came to get the two of them. Quite a few of the
onlookers had nosebleeds by then, but a little blood loss was a small price to
pay for the heavenly sight they’d been treated to.
Finally, it was time for the entrance
ceremony. Shizuku, Kaori, and Ryutarou were all in the same class, so they sat
next to each other. Kouki was as well, but as he was the freshman
representative, he had to give his speech first.
“Do you think Kouki-kun’s nervous?”
“I doubt it. Kouki’s never been nervous in his
life.”
“Yeah. He gave the middle school opening
speech too, so he’s used to it.”
Shizuku and Ryutarou don’t seem worried at all.
Guess I can’t really imagine anything making Kouki-kun nervous either. He’s
always brimming with confidence. Plus, he’s our leader. And he was popular with
the girls even in middle school. He’s probably so used to dealing with crowds
now that he could give this speech in his sleep.
The principal finished his speech, his wig
nearly falling off multiple times, and Kouki took the stage. The crowd erupted
in cheers. The entire auditorium shook from the force of the girls’ voices.
“I-I expected something like this... but it
still amazes me every time.” Shizuku watched the proceedings with a wooden
expression.
I totally get how you feel. It was like they had suddenly stepped into an idol concert. The
fanaticism of Kouki’s female fans was certainly at the same level as idol fans.
Naturally, Kouki responded to the adulation
with his trademark dazzling smile. He wasn’t perturbed by the cheers at all.
Eventually, the cheers died down and Kouki
began his freshman address. His fans hung on to his every word. It was like he
was the head of some cult.
Halfway through his speech, Kaori heard some
of the boys mutter to each other.
“Dude, look. That guy’s straight up sleeping
through all of this.”
“I know people sleep all the time during stuff
like this, but I can’t believe the noise didn’t wake him up... He’s one heavy
sleeper.”
Someone slept through those
cheers!? Kaori turned around to see who it was. The
boy sitting directly behind her blushed when his gaze met hers, and he
hurriedly turned away. Kaori smiled at him, mentally apologizing for startling
him. The smile sent the poor boy’s brain into overdrive. I
didn’t know someone’s eyes could roll that far back into their head.
After exchanging the required amount of
pleasantries, Kaori turned her attention to the boy sitting one seat further
back. When she saw who it was, she gasped.
“Ah.” Her heart skipped a beat.
The boy lazing in his chair with his arms
folded across his chest was the same one she’d been searching for.
“It’s him.” Kaori’s gaze was glued to him.
She’d spent a whole year looking for him, hoping to talk to him again. And
there he was, sitting right behind her.
Oh my god, my heart’s
beating so fast. I’m pretty sure everyone else can hear it too. Kaori zoned out Kouki’s speech. The rest of the world faded away, and
all that remained in her sight was the boy. All other sounds vanished. Her
senses were focused only on him.
“Kaori. Earth to Kaori. Hey!”
“Hwuh!?” Kaori found herself forcibly brought
back to reality. There was another round of cheering that was so loud it hurt
Kaori’s eardrums. Looks like Kouki-kun’s speech is over.
The girls were going absolutely crazy. The
auditorium once again came into view. Kaori noticed Shizuku-chan was shaking
her shoulders.
“Hurry up and turn around! The teachers are
glaring at you! Plus, that poor boy will die of blood loss if you keep looking
back any longer!”
“O-Oh, okay.” Kaori reluctantly tore her eyes
away from the boy and turned back to the front.
Wow, that other kid really has a massive
nosebleed... Wait, now’s not the time to be worrying about that. Shizuku-chan’s
right, the teachers are all staring at me.
“What’s gotten into you?” When the teachers
finally stopped glaring at them, Shizuku turned to Kaori and whispered in her
ear. Kaori clasped her hands over her chest and tried to calm the wild beating
of her heart. Still a little flustered, she turned to Shizuku.
“U-Umm, he’s here. He’s here.
What do I do, Shizuku-chan?”
“He? Who’s he... Wait, no way? That he? Where!?”
“Behind us. Two rows back, the boy who’s
sleeping.”
Shizuku turned around skeptically. She doesn’t mean the kid with the nosebleed, right? The boy,
thinking Shizuku might have an interest in him too, hurriedly straightened
himself up, blood running down his face all the while. The boys sitting next to
him gave him a look of pity.
Shizuku ignored the lot of them and spotted
the sleeping boy sitting another row back.
“That kid who’s sleeping through all this
noise is the one you’ve been looking for?”
“Y-Yes. I’m sure of it. What do I do,
Shizuku-chan? If he’s sitting that close to us, that means he’s in the same
class, right? What do I dooo!?”
I feel like my heart’s going to fly right out of
my chest at this rate. There was a mini-Kaori jumping for joy inside her head. Do miracles like this really happen in real life? I spent a whole year
looking for him and now he’s just sitting behind me... The world was cruel and kind in equal
measure.
Unable to control her swelling emotions, Kaori
grabbed Shizuku’s arm and started tugging on it.
The two of them were talking in hushed voices,
so Ryutarou hadn’t heard what she’d said. He looked at them in bewilderment, wondering
what was going on. Everyone sitting around them, and the teachers that had been
glaring at Kaori earlier, looked to see what the commotion was.
However, Kaori was too preoccupied to notice.
Shizuku smiled and gently patted Kaori’s head
to calm her down.
“Good for you, Kaori. As for what you should
do, obviously you should ask him ou— Ahem, ask him to be your friend. Spend
these three years of high school with him and make as many memories as you can.
Basically, just get closer to him.” Shizuku’s words helped calm Kaori down.
She began envisioning what it would be like.
Going to school together with him. Making
pointless small talk about what they’d eaten for breakfast, or if they’d
finished their homework on time. Based on what she knew of him, the boy seemed
pretty laid-back. He’d probably not put much effort into his appearance and
come to school with bed hair and crumpled shirts.
We could eat lunch together every day. I could
even make him lunch... and then after school we’d walk around town and just
spend time together. It’d be nice to go to cafes and stuff every day, but I
don’t have the money for that. Plus, what if people mistook us for a couple!? Kaori’s heart began to
race as she thought of the years that were to come.
Just
thinking about it made her happy. These are
definitely going to be the best three years of my life.
Oh wait, there’s still one big problem...
“Wait a second, Shizuku-chan! What am I
supposed to say to his parents!?”
“How’d you jump to that already!? I get that
you’re excited, but you’re taking this fantasy way too far! Are you planning on
marrying him or something? Are you going to spend the rest of your life with
him? But hmm, as for how to introduce yourself to his parents... Ah, wait, I
can’t start assuming this is a done deal! You can’t, Kaori! You need to plan
your future carefully if you want a happy family!”
Shizuku-chan’s lost it! How can she say such
embarrassing things in public!?
“Shizuku-chan, I just want his parents not to
hate me, since I’m going to be his friend...”
“Huh!?”
“Sh-Shizuku-chan, your imagination is a little
too overactive.”
“Wha—!?” Shizuku curled herself into a ball
and started rocking back and forth. Her ears were bright red, and she was
hiding her face with her ponytail. I just want to crawl into a
hole and die right now.
“What the heck have you two been whispering
about this whole time?” Ryutarou stared at the two of them with an exasperated
expression. Kaori looked up at him, then followed his gaze and saw one of the
teachers grinning demonically at her.
Her first day at school began with her getting
a long lecture in the staff room.
Around a year had passed since that fateful
day.
And Kaori’s wish had been granted. She’d
gotten to spend time with Hajime Nagumo.
Though it wasn’t in the same form as she’d
imagined back at the entrance ceremony. Hajime was an otaku, which meant he
spent all his free time playing video games, watching anime, or reading manga,
so Kaori hadn’t had any opportunities to see him outside of school.
And even in school, he’d always come in right
before the bell. Then he’d sleep throughout the day, waking up only after the
final bell rang, leaving Kaori no time to speak with him even in school.
Well, at least now I get why I couldn’t find him
even though I spent so much time waiting around his middle school. He’d left for home right
away each time, so Kaori was too late to catch him.
On the few occasions Kaori did manage to pull
Hajime into a conversation, it would always be about the most trivial things.
Though it pained her to admit it, she wasn’t really friends with Hajime at all.
In fact, they were hardly anything more than just fellow classmates.
Plus, whenever he talks to me, Hajime-kun has
this nervous expression on his face... and his eyes keep darting about... It
feels like he’s always trying to end the conversation as fast as possible...
and he’s always looking at the people around us and not me...
“Nagumo-kun won’t talk to me...”
“If the other guys heard you say that, they’d
be crying tears of blood.”
As
always, Kaori went to Shizuku for advice. Honestly,
I’m amazed there’s a guy out there who can resist Kaori’s charms. This calls
for a different approach.
“How about you become an otaku too, then?”
Such was the advice Shizuku had for Kaori. And so, Kaori decided to visit the
store Hajime had mentioned the next day.
However, things didn’t go according to plan.
There were too many things in the store, and Kaori couldn’t make heads or tails
of any of them. All she learned from her visit was that there were a lot of
anime girls with their panties visible. Though she’d been too embarrassed to
get a proper look at any of them.
“Shizuku-chan, based on what I learned... I
think I need to show my panties to Nagu—”
“Do not.” Shizuku sternly pulled on Kaori’s
cheeks.
Yeah, I guess that is a bit much. He’d probably
think I’m just a pervert. I might even get arrested.
“Just tell him you’re interested in anime and
video games, and ask him for recommendations or something. After that, you can
talk to him about his favorites.”
That makes sense. The following day, Kaori put Shizuku’s advice into practice and tried
to talk to him about his hobbies.
At first Hajime seemed surprised, or rather
suspicious, but Kaori’s persistence finally won him over. He began talking to
her about his favorite shows and games.
As time passed, Kaori developed a natural
interest in them herself, so she became well versed in the culture.
Unfortunately, Shizuku got dragged into that world with her. Including the
times where Kaori accidentally tried to buy visual novels, or hentai anime, or
h-manga.
Well, “accidentally.” A growing girl like
Kaori did have a passing interest in such things after all.
And so, the first half of Kaori’s second year
of high school passed. She’d gotten a lot closer to Hajime in that time, and
she continued concocting absurd plans to close the distance between them in one
go while their idyllic days passed by. Until that fateful day where the entire
class was transported to another world. Their daily lives were turned
upside-down, and the students began their new life in this cruel and
unforgiving world.
Kaori still didn’t like to think back on the
day they’d been summoned.
She was full of regrets about the things she
should have done back then. At the time, they still hadn’t been aware of the
dangers that they faced. Everything felt like a fairy tale. They got to meet a
real king, and a princess, and they all had ridiculously strong magic.
Honestly, they’d been kind of excited.
Everyone except Hajime, at least. He alone
hadn’t been blessed with any amazing skills or a powerful job. Kaori had been
conceited back then. She’d felt like she was the only one who understood him,
the only one who could help him when no one else would.
If
she could go back to the past, she would’ve slapped herself for being so dumb. It was all my fault. If I hadn’t been so full of myself, I could have
helped Hajime before it was too late!
Of all the students, only Hajime had realized
how dangerous this world was from the start. The reason he’d studied so hard
even though he had no special talents wasn’t because he wanted to get back at
his bullies. It was because he’d known.
He’d known that death was a real danger in
this world.
While everyone else had enjoyed playing the
part of the hero, Hajime alone had been learning how to survive. He was the
only one who’d resolved himself.
Resolved himself to do what needed to be done,
if the time came. To keep going, even when his legs were trembling in fear. To
putting his life on the line if necessary, all for the sake of making it back
to Japan.
He,
more than anyone, had understood. After all, he was that kind of man. And I should have understood too. It was that side of him that
attracted me in the first place.
When that poor lady and her grandson were
being tormented by those college students, he’d been the only one to step in.
While Kaori had been shaking in her boots, he’d had the strength to defend
them. It was his greatest strength, but also what made Kaori worried about him.
She’d known. She’d known.
When everything was looking hopeless, who had
been the first to step forward? Hajime. He’d been just as terrified as everyone
else, but he’d had the resolve to take on the most dangerous task. Because
there’d been people counting on him to protect them.
But because I hadn’t realized that, I’d thought
everything would turn out fine. Even though I had no basis for thinking that, I
thought I’d be able to protect him. And because of my arrogance, I lost him.
Kaori remembered everything about that moment.
How Hajime’s hand stretched out one last time, grasping at nothing, before he
tumbled into the abyss. It was then that she had learned the true meaning of
despair.
But miraculously, Hajime had survived. And
she’d been able to see him again. He hadn’t come back alone, though. By his side
had been a golden-haired, crimson-eyed beauty.
Kaori had been able to recover from the shock
of losing Hajime once because Shizuku had been there for her. And because she’d
been driven by the desire to see Hajime’s fate with her own two eyes. She’d
taken her regrets, her anger, and her sorrow, and turned them into an ironclad
will. She swore not to stop until she saw the truth for herself.
However, after his return, everything changed.
It was as if Kaori had lost him a second time. Hajime had transformed into a
merciless monster that killed without hesitation.
And he had a woman who loved him with all her
heart by his side. She was someone who had the confidence to stand by him no
matter what kind of person he was.
Kaori’s heart was shattered this time. She
didn’t know what to do. She didn’t even understand herself, much less Hajime.
All she could do was watch as events moved along, and he made preparations to
leave again.
Ironically, it was her rival that woke Kaori
from her stupor. Yue’s harsh words were the catalyst that helped Kaori realize
what it was she really wanted.
Her implication that Kaori wasn’t even worth
her consideration stoked the dimming fire within Kaori’s heart. Yue’s disdain
angered Kaori more than even she realized. She wasn’t going to lose to this
rude little girl, especially not when it came to Hajime. Insults she could
take, but she refused to let Yue hold on to the title of the person that loved
Hajime most. Plus, it wasn’t just that. Once Kaori looked at Hajime again with
a clear mind, she realized he hadn’t really changed that much at all. There was
a little girl who adored him like a father, a bunny girl who clearly loved him
with all her heart, and even a perverted older lady who seemed happy to stay by
his side.
It was then she realized what she needed to
do.
Her feelings hadn’t been a lie after all.
She could hold her head up high and charge
forward with all her might.
She could tell him the words she’d wanted to
say for so long.
“I love you.”
You better prepare yourself, Hajime-kun. I won’t
let you escape this time!
Shirasaki Kaori, seventeen years old. Her
specialty? Shock and awe.
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